나의 생각주머니

Easy come easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause

What you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
oh oh oh oh oh

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight right through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause

What you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oooh
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight right through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight right through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Read more: Bruno Mars - Grenade Lyrics | MetroLyrics

눈뜨고 보니 스타가된 사람들은 화려한 삶을 바라보지만.

그들의 삶에 다른면또한 있지 않을까?

일거수일투족이 대중의 관심을 받고 자신의 말, 행동하나하나 감추고 싶은 사생활까지 대중들에게 알려진다.

신데렐라는 그 뒤에 행복했을까?

This is a story about a girl named Lucky

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for make up, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for, they go

"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops? They go

"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

{"Best actress, and the winner is Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the
Arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my God, here she comes"}

"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"

She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Read more: Britney Spears - Lucky Lyrics | MetroLyrics

All I can do is.....?

팝송을 다시 들어보니 정말 느낌이 다르네;;

28만원 짜리 256MB 엠피쓰리를 보물처럼 목에 걸고다니면서

나름 소박하게 이어폰을 들으며 행복해했던 기억이 난다.

삼성 yepp 256mb 2003년 당시 28만원이나 했었다.

이것을 중3때 샀다. 최덕규라는 친구가 처음으로 가지고왔는데, 덕규는 나에게 부러움과 질투의 대상이었다. 나도 갖고 싶어 어머니께 졸랐던 기억이난다.

(뭐 덕규란 친구는 내게 영향을 끼친게 무척 크니 나중에 따로 이야기 해야겠다.)

128이 많아야 20곡 들어가는데 반해, 256은 50곡을 넣을 수 있었다. 70~80곡을 넣기 위해 억지로 음질이 좋지 않은 저용량만 골라내서 꾸역꾸역 집어넣었던 기억이 난다. 어떤 곡을 뺄지 고민하는 것은 예삿일이었다. (지금 생각해보니 행복한 고민이었던 것같다. 오늘은 어떤 곡을 넣을까)

1. Atomic Kitten - The tide is high

2.  Gareth Gates - Anyone Of Us (Stupid Mistake)

Honesty입니다 ^^;;

Honesty is such a lonely word.
 Everyone is so untrue.
 Honesty is hardly ever heard.
 And mostly what I need from you

두가지 버전이 있다.

많이 들어봤음직한 곡.

하나는 드류베리모어와 부른 휴 그랜츠.

영화에서.

"사랑해서 남주나"의 드라마 삽입곡이라고 한다.

우연히 들은것 으로 찾았다.

자세한 설명. http://wivern.egloos.com/11046679

You're Only Lonely - J. D Souther

당신은 외로움 입니다.
When the world is ready to fall on your little shoulders
세상이 당신의 작은 어깨를 무겁게 누를때
And when you're feeling lonely and small
또 당신이 외로움과 소외를 느낄때
you need somebody there to hold you
당신을 잡아줄 누군가가 필요해요.
You can call out my name when you're only lonely
당신이 외로울땐 당신은 나를 부를수 있어요.
Now don't you ever be ashamed When you're only lonely
지금 당신이 혼자일때 언제나 수줍어 하지마세요
When you need somebody
당신이 매일밤 당신과 함께할 누군가를
around on the nights that try you
필요로 했을때
I was there
나는 그곳에 있었요.
when you were a queen and I'll be
당신은 한 여신이며 내가 최후의
the last one there beside you
한 사람이 되었을때 당신 바로 옆에 있을 거에요.
so you can call out my name when you're only lonely
그러니까 당신이 외로울때 날 부를 수 있어요
Now don't you ever be ashamed You're only lonely
지금 당신이 혼자일때는 수줍어 하지마세요
When the world is ready to fall on your little shoulders
세상이 당신의 작은 어깨를 무겁게 누를때
And when you're feeling lonely and small
또 당신이 외로움과 소외를 느낄때
you need somebody there to hold you
당신을 잡아줄 누군가가 필요해요
You can call out my name when you're only lonely
당신이 외로울때 날 부를 수 있어요
Now don't you ever be ashamed When you're only lonely
지금 당신이 혼자일때는 언제나 수줍어 하지마세요
darling call out my name When you're only lonely
당신이 외로울땐 자기가 내 이름 불러요.
You can call Darlin' we got lots of time
당신도 자기라고 부를 수 있어요 우리는 시간이 많아요
No, there's nothin' wrong with you Darlin' I get lonely too
아니에요 당신은 잘못된게 없어요. 자기 난 기꺼이 외로움을 삼킬래요.
So, if you need me All you've gotta do is call me
그러니까 당신이 나를 필요로 하면 당신은 나를 불러야 해요.
Well, you're only lonely Ooh, Ooh,
그래요 당신은 외로움이 에요.